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I'm Just so Confused

Sat Feb 7, 2009, 8:50 PM
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: A Place in This World- Taylor Swift
  • Reading: Poison Pen
  • Watching: Death Note
  • Eating: Cheez-it Party Mix
  • Drinking: Sunny-D Mango Flavor
I just feel so- I don’t know- ignored, angry, hurt, unhappy, useless, like no one even cares. Everything is just pushing me further and further, deeper and deeper. I feel so alone. It almost feels as if I’m trapped somewhere, in a room with one-way mirrors for all of the walls, and people can see inside, but I can’t see out. Like those people could help me if they wanted, but they’d rather just watch as I hopelessly struggle to try to free myself. I’m confused. I don’t know what I should do. Which is the right path, and which is the wrong one? If my opinions don’t mean anything to someone else, why should there’s mean anything to me? Or, maybe I should clarify, if other things were stronger factors in that someone’s decisions then my opinion, then why shouldn’t other factors be stronger than their opinion in my decision? I just don’t know. I don’t want to do something I may regret later, but what if that something just feels so good? What if I feel that the something is the right decision, and that it will help me? Is it really so wrong?

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:icondreaming-wordsmith:
Are you implying that I'd rather watch you struggle than help you???????????
:icontamarchingtomahawk:
You know what- that hurts. I love you to death. I'd freaking take a bullet for you.
So your emoticon is depressed- look at it and watch it carefully-
YOU- Blue guy
ME- Pink guy

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:iconcassie21:
Both of you need to calm down! I was just writing down my FEELINGS! I didn't say anything was aimed at specific people and I didn't say that any of it was literal. I was saying that was how I FELT.

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I’ll make my own fate,
I’ll fight all the odds,
To be the one in a million,
To be the shining star,
And at the end of the day,
Everyone will see,
That the only one,
Who can hold me back,
Has always just been me.

~by me ^^ No stealing please
:iconcassie21:
Both of you need to calm down! I was just writing down my FEELINGS! I didn't say anything was aimed at specific people and I didn't say that any of it was literal. I was saying that was how I FELT.

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I’ll make my own fate,
I’ll fight all the odds,
To be the one in a million,
To be the shining star,
And at the end of the day,
Everyone will see,
That the only one,
Who can hold me back,
Has always just been me.

~by me ^^ No stealing please
:icondreaming-wordsmith:
Okay. Is that how you feel about me though? Is that how I seem to you?
:iconcassie21:
Part of that was aimed at you, but it wasn't the not caring not helping part.

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I’ll make my own fate,
I’ll fight all the odds,
To be the one in a million,
To be the shining star,
And at the end of the day,
Everyone will see,
That the only one,
Who can hold me back,
Has always just been me.

~by me ^^ No stealing please
:iconcassie21:
The opinion part. I'm still very upset and hurt that my opinion didn't mean all that much to you.

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I’ll make my own fate,
I’ll fight all the odds,
To be the one in a million,
To be the shining star,
And at the end of the day,
Everyone will see,
That the only one,
Who can hold me back,
Has always just been me.

~by me ^^ No stealing please
:icondreaming-wordsmith:
I understand that you would miss me, but it's not true that your opinion didn't mean a lot to me. It's just that my heart was saying something different. I thought, being my friend. that you wouldn't get angry if I followed my heart. I thought you would understand that. Quite honestly, I was very hurt and upset and even angry that you thought I didn't care.

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